Wednesday, November 11, 2009
I haven't updated in awhile again, mainly because not much is different and I haven't had nearly any inspiration. As time goes by I find myself getting farther depressed about the situation, and more often. As time continues to go by I slowly feel less and less like saxophone or maybe even music is what I'm supposed to be doing. I just feel like a huge disappointment. Slowly losing more confidence. I really just don't know what to do at all anymore...
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you are definitely not a disappointment. no matter what you do with your life, your family is going to be proud of you. i think you have grown into an amazing man, and i am so proud to say i am your sister. i felt the same way as you- and we are not alone. you change so much as life goes on, it's hard to predict what you will want to do with your life at 18 years old. changes of majors, changes of everything is not unusual. all that anyone wants for you to be, is happy. you may not know how to get there yet, and it may not come soon, but you will get there andrew. life is not easy, it's a shame how quickly we all want to grow up only to discover it's not all that great in the first place. but at least there is love, and friendship. thank heavens for that. i love you brother. i know exactly how you feel - even today i doubt what i am doing. don't ever give up and know i am always here for you. you mean the entire world to me!
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