I haven't updated in awhile again, mainly because not much is different and I haven't had nearly any inspiration. As time goes by I find myself getting farther depressed about the situation, and more often. As time continues to go by I slowly feel less and less like saxophone or maybe even music is what I'm supposed to be doing. I just feel like a huge disappointment. Slowly losing more confidence. I really just don't know what to do at all anymore...