Friday, April 16, 2010

No idea

Pretty sure no one reads this, which is perfectly understandable as I haven't written since November? and I really just need this spot to write down how I'm feeling.

I honestly feel like crap. I'm tired of school, I'm tired of music. I'm ready to be done. I have no idea what I'm going to do afterwards, because right now I really don't want to do anything that has to do with music. My other problem is, a bachelors in saxophone performance is probably the most worthless degree you can have. You certainly need a masters, and I'm really not willing to go that far right now, I'm not even sure how I'm going to last another year doing this degree.

I'm worried that I'm just going to be a bum after graduation. I don't even know how to fully express my feelings here.

Eh, screw it, it was worth a shot....